| 1 - The End of Peace | 1 |
| 2 - Coping | 13 |
| 3 - My Struggle - 1 | 23 |
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| 4 - The Road to Eastbrook | 33 |
| 5 - Marie | 41 |
| 6 - My Struggle - 2 | 49 |
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| 7 - Nahli | 55 |
| 8 - Alone in Eastbrook | 65 |
| 9 - My Struggle - 3 | 75 |
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| 10 - A New Life | 89 |
| 11 - Poverty and Unseen Events | 97 |
| 12 - My Struggle - 4 | 107 |
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| 13 - Friends & Futures | 113 |
| 14 - Blood & Guts | 125 |
| 15 - My Struggle - 5 | 137 |
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| 16 - God, King and Country | 147 |
| 17 - The Mouth of Babes and a Reality Check | 157 |
| 18 - My Struggle - 6 | 169 |
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| 19 - The Good Life | 177 |
| 20 - Two Wrongs | 189 |
| 21 - My Struggle - 7 | 199 |
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| 22 - How Shall Ye Know Them? | 211 |
| 23 - The End of Hope | 221 |
| 24 - My Struggle - 8 | 231 |
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| 25 - I Know Something You Don't Know | 243 |
| 26 - Purple Apathy | 269 |
| 27 - My Struggle - 9 | 281 |
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| 28 - The End of a Civilization | 287 |
| 29 - A Curtain Opens | 297 |
| 30 - My Struggle - 10 | 309 |
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| 31 - Through a Glass Clearly | 313 |
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| An Afterword | 321 |
| Concerning the Quotes I Will Use | 321 |
| a - What is Evil? | 322 |
| b - Satan vs Asmodeus | 326 |
| c - Hell | 328 |
| d - The Ratio of Women to Men in Heaven and Hell | 332 |
| e - An AfterAfterword | 334 |
| f - An Important Scripture That is Often Misunderstood | 334 |